I got a new job.

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 After i did my post, i went outside and sat in the hot tub with the intention of taking the rest of the evening to do relaxing things and get ready for the funeral tomorrow.

I messaged a friend to tell her how just the interview was enough to make me feel validated finally and to see my experience of the last year and a half through different eyes. No wonder i was tired all the time. 

And as i told her how i dont even care if i get that job or not, the experience of going to that job interview was what i needed. Just someone to care for what I've been through and let me know theres a possibility of a happy future for me. 

and as i was telling her this the job offer came into my inbox.

So i was unemployed for a week and a half. 

Its not a done deal yet because i still have to go over details.

It seems like its worse hours and lower pay but it is much easier work and it comes with benefits. If i get a boss that isnt an asshole who picks fights with me and wants me to run the entire business for him, thats a great trade-off imho.

I dont have a clear idea of the schedule yet but from what it seems it'll be just fine.

its a huge relief mostly to know i will have income again soon.

I dont need a lot of money but i do need some coming in.


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