It's my three month anniversary of being home.

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💊 I'm one pill away from being off these pills I was so happy to get prescribed for me. They pretty much just made me a zombie, but that was good for awhile and took me through the part where I was scared of everything and didn't know if I was going to be ok, so I'm home and I believe now and I'm getting ready for the colder months in my house where I can finally start to settle in now I'm starting to feel lucid again.
🦃 Looking forward to doing Thanksgiving at home for me and my cats. Last Thanksgiving was one of my worst days ever. I was sick and I had to work and I was suffering and I was really hoping for a do-over this year, in my own house, where I belong.
😣 Thing about having an ongoing crisis for over a year is that people have their own things to attend to and they move on while you are still more-or-less in the same place.
👋 Not that anyone could have really helped me, and not that no one did... I had a lot of people that tried to what extent they could. Probably the most helpful help I got was people just listening to me and witnessing what I was going through. Am going through. It's still not over, but I am far enough over the hump it seems like Ill probably be ok now.
🏡 Because I'm home. Which means everything to me. but now that I am here I want everything else too.
It'll be awhile before I have that.

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