Feeling lucky
New job is ok. i dont love the long days or working weekends and holidays but then i have three normal days off a week and thats kind of great. get the work out of the way and then live a life. except im tired a lot. trying to work on going to bed earlier so im not tired all the time. its been a terrible heat wave too which just made me want to do nothing inside by myself but i feel like this *could* work fine im always in this perpetual state of getting ready to have a great life and never quite getting there but having said that, since everything went all wrong for me and i started this blog.. i got everything back that i wanted, i paid off my loan i had to take out to pay for it all, i got a diagnosis that explains everything so even though my suffering isnt solved, i at least know how to treat it to make it more bearable and live a life. my foot's getting better too somehow with time and exercise i put on all the weight i lost last summer right back on after being repeatedly s...