DawnOwar's Blog

 Settling into my new weird schedule. its fine. I think i can make it work. honestly have barely been going out anyway and its been no issue to get all the days off i need for already purchased concert tickets. i have three non-consecutive days off which is cooler than i thought it would be its like one day off to get shit done and then one long work day and then a weekend where i dont have to rush to get everythign done. because i did that. joined a 24 hr gym because i cant workout since the gyms are open same hours i work on weekends but i think i can make this work my body is still healing from the flea spray incident i started this blog no one reads to vent about but it is healing. its liek 4 years now.  my worries now are about politics because i see america sliding into authoritarianism and i dont get why half the country is fine with this. theres no way out of people dont stop it. and regardless they will say they won so we only have a few months before shit gets really...

 So all was going well and i was feeling good about my new job which i still dont know how to do. It's a breath of fresh air compared to my last job. The people are nice to me and the work load is very low and no one cares if you do your thing when theres nothing to do. but then they gave me my "real" schedule which was nothing like we had discussed and essentially gave me no time off anywhere i need or want it or could use it for anything I like or want to do. I was like oh.. no... and they did work with me to give me a more acceptable schedule but basically i was told up front that certain things were going to be non-negotiable and maybe i wrongly assumed that meant the other things would be.  I asked for a certain schedule and i was told that they werent sure but that would probably be fine. Then came back at me two weeks later with none of what i requested in addition to the non-negotiable part which was never ideal in the first place. Its just not that good a job for...