My friend's husband dropped dead
Just suddenly. Healthy as far as anyone knew one minute and then gone. I think he was a little younger than me. So im just thinking over every single thing ever and about everyone ever. When .. umm.. was it Diane? someone died. I think it was Diane. I called Kathy. I said i dont know what you do when this happens. She said. This is what you do. You call your friends. So i think i should call Kathy. also Kathy's husband dropped dead suddenly a couple of decades ago. maybe the two of them can talk. also another old friend is sick with something that seems life threatening. an old boyfriend of another old friend of mine Ive been in touch with him most of the whole time but she hasnt and ive been wrestling both with the idea of telling her or not telling her or going to see him maybe. I bought a funeral dress a few weeks ago because I didnt have one. I got fat and outgrew my old standby one in case heaven forbid anyone should die so I thought I should have just a plain bas...