Making a comeback
So heres where im at today. through some weird accidental trial and error, i discovered that i was having a reaction to my laundry detergent. i'm not even sure i recall the whole discovery process but here i am on the other side and ive found a detergent i like that smells nice (ivory gentle aloe) that not only is not irritating my skin but i've literally washed the shirt i was wearing a lot that first week when i was exposed to the flea spray that ruined my life and gave me nerve damage and made my skin so sensitive to everything from soaps to lotions to lidocaine gel. Once i figured it out i felt dumb for not being able to figure it out for so long. but i dont know any way i could have got there sooner in reality just that finally everything made sense and it seems so obvious now 3 yrs later after ive found the answer. So i washed that shirt and a few other old things. most of my stuff that was directly exposed to "the stuff" is long gone now but there was that t...