5 months home
These are starting to be monthly entries. Living at home feels real now and the 9 months i was in the apartment and the two i was suffering before I moved out feel like a fever dream now. Even though I still am pretty bare bonesed in the house. I have a good collection of clothes now. Not like my old collection, its almost all workout clothes and pajamas. but i can pull out different outfits to wear to Jazzercise and have matching pants and sports bras and that makes me happy. My skin is still not right, hot baths are the only thing that really soothe it but i can go a day or sometimes even two before it gets really bad and I've been able to focus on things like cooking and eating healthy and working out and what color my hair is again instead of just how to live and how to pay my bills. My bills are still not paid. I've paid off about 1/4 of what this has all cost me paid off and ive worked long and hard to make that happen. But i'm starting to be more comfortable with t...