So i guess im posting sort of monthly
I dont even bother to look where i left off now before I start. I'm really lost today in general. not sure how to feel about any of this anymore. Its ludicrous that this is even happening and yet here I am living it for over 7 months now. basically I decided that i can use my backyard even if i can't live in my house so I decided to focus on getting the yard ready for summer. Got a new baby pool, cleaned the grill, got rid of the rotten wood chairs and bought new patio furniture. It was a 93 degree day so I turned on the AC in the house to see if it worked. It did. it was great. Id been spending some time in the house, taking baths and doing my hair. I turned the internet back on over there so i can control the lights and thermostat remotely and I had bought a $6 thrifted office chair with the intention of working from home over there and if that went well moving in eventuallly. But instead, the AC went out at the apartment on this 93 degree day so i put the cats in the boxes ...