Halfway mark
Oh dont get me wrong, im healing. And im home long enough now with everything i need, if not everything i want back in the house and it feels like i really live here again. Which is so great. That was just the worst. I cant explain what I've been through even though ive been blogging it all along. Still so much unknown but at least i can move forward living in my house now. I never figured out anything really. How much of this was chemical exposure and how much was nerve damage. I may never know but I'm kind of banking on the chemical itself just becoming inert eventually and i can move my clothes back in the house and wear them again. and the washer/dryer same. It all may be fine and it may just be my body. No way to know without risking starting over and im healing now for real. Its slow but its for certain healing. my heart doesnt seem to do weird stuff anymore and i havent felt sick to my stomach since about halloween. ive been sleeping pret...